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I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess
‘Til all my sleeves are stained red

From all the truth that I’ve said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw wink, no
I’ve been on the brink

And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Singing straight, too cold
I don’t really like my flow, no, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I’m gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don’t need another perfect line
Don’t care if critics never jump in line
I’m gonna give all my secrets away

Oh, got no reason, got not shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don’t let me disappear
I’ma tell you everything

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I’m gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don’t need another perfect line
Don’t care if critics never jump in line
I’m gonna give all my secrets away

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I’m gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don’t need another perfect line
Don’t care if critics never jump in line
I’m gonna give all my secrets away
All my secrets away, all my secrets away..

I’m so stubborn it’s how I got here. So alone feels like forever.. I wanna swim away and breath the open air, but I feel so afraid then I hear you say..

Hang on.. When the water is rising
Hang on.. When the waves are crashing
Hang on.. Just don’t ever let go

I’m so hungry, how can I stay here? I’m starving for what I hold. So dear, like a hurricane it takes everything from me.. Wake me from this dream.

Then I hear you say..
Hang on.. When the water is rising
Hang on.. When the waves are crashing
Hang on.. Just don’t ever let go
Just don’t ever let go..

..: :..

I know this will be something I remember in my head. Something I remember..

Sharp words push me back hanging on to anything I can. Anything I can..

Cant stop I”m soaked tonight, wanna find something I believe. Something I believe ..

Open up, take me in, makes no sense.. Help me understand.. Help me understand..

You tell me of pirate-ships and fairy-tales, 

You have me wishing that everything was real..

Why do you tell me only things I want to hear, 

Why dont you tell me this could just disappear..

At the same time you keep tracking treasure down..

At the same time .

Come closer to me,
You’re all that i need
It’s easy to see
Cuz i feel your touch
All above
Calling the..
With you tonight
It’s so understood?

Come closer to me,
You’re all that i need
It’s easy to see
Cuz i feel your touch
All above
I’m calling the..
With you tonight
It’s so understood?

Live With Me – Massive Attack

It don’t matter, where you turn
Gonna survive, you live and learn.
I’ve been thinking about you, baby.

By the light of dawn,
And midnight blue … day and night … I’ve been missing you.
I’ve been thinking about you, baby.
Almost makes me crazy,
Come and live with me.

Either way, win or lose,
When you’re born into trouble,
You live the blues,
I’ve been thinking about you, baby.
See,  it almost makes me crazy.

Live With Me – Massive Attack

Silently, I wish to sail into your port, I am your sailor
Quietly, I drop my weight into your sea, I drop my anchor
I sway in your waves, I sing in your sleep..

Sweet creature
I know exactly how you feel
Your clock is ticking, tick tack tick tack
Your heart is beating tum tum tum tum tum..

Silently, I wish to sail into your port, I am your sailor
Quietly, I drop my weight into your sea, I drop my anchor
I sway in your waves, I sing in your sleep
I stay till I’m in your life.

Like anyone would be
I am flattered by your fascination with me
And like any hot-blooded woman
I have simply wanted an object to crave
But you, you’re not allowed
You’re uninvited
An unfortunate slight

Must be strangely exciting
To watch the stoic squirm
Must be somewhat heartening
To watch shepherd meet shepherd
But you you’re not allowed
You’re uninvited
An unfortunate slight

Like any uncharted territory
I must seem greatly intriguing
You speak of my love like
You have experienced love like mine before
But this is not allowed
You’re uninvited
An unfortunate slight.

Insomnia, I welcome thee

In the nights I see the world bleed

In my dreams I have to hide

I cannot close the door to this mystique place

My eyes blinded by the misery

Never I felt so much fear

It seems that I’m already in hell

Oh help me, my silent screams remain unheard

In my back the knife is getting near

This could be my last breath

But somewhere I must find the door to morning

This time, if my senses are awake

I may pass the tin line into safety

But tomorrow it starts again

Oh help me, my silent screams remain unheard

Insomnia is the key to my life

I don’t want to see the world behind this thin curtain

Which separates conscience from sleep..

Watching me, wanting me
I can feel you pull me down
Fearing you, loving you
I won’t let you pull me down
Hunting you, I can smell you – alive
Your heart pounding in my head

the look on me face that conveys a particular looks… hmm..

funny? silly? cool? or queer?

whatever, i enjoy expressing this.. Ex.pres.sion.al.Me.

Seakan menahan matahari ‘tuk kembali
Melakukan hal yang tak mungkin
Menelusuri jalan pikiranmu saat ini
Membuat ku tak berhenti berpikir

Apa yang telah berubah sikapmu padaku
Adakah yang ku tak pernah tahu
Jika ada sesuatu yang membuatmu gelisah

Apakah ku harus meninggalkan semua
Kehidupanku semua yang tak kau suka
Apakah ku harus tak lagi menjadi diriku

Ku berikan waktu untuk berpikir
Cara mengatakannya padaku
Ku ingin kau tahu ku takkan berubah

Yang kau ingin katakanlah
Kau mau katakanlah padaku
Tak ingin kau merubah keadaan ini
Aku merindukan kamu yang dulu

Kamu yang dulu..

I’ve been thinking about you constantly since you left, wondering why the journey I’m on seemed to have led through you. I know my journey’s not over yet, and that life is a winding path, but I can only hope it somehow circles back to the place I belong..  And I’m waiting.

... it's a secret of a secret. The more it tells you the less you know.

Till there was you, I know what you’re needing
My thoughts are leading, me straight into your eyes
What can I do? I’m looking right at you
This feeling is all new, I want you addicted to me.

Seems to me like the days are getting longer
For everyone there's no fun when there's no time to sleep
Working on and on for a day in the sun
Counting down the days to it stops.. Every day

Watch the sun on my skin
And the world that I'm in
Makes me delirious

With a smile on my face
at a far distant place
I'm delirious..

It's tricky when you feel someone has done something on your behalf
It's slippery when your sense of justice murmurs underneath and is asking you

With a palm full of stars I throw them like a dice repeatedly..
I shake them like a dice and throw them on the table repeatedly.. repeatedly..
Until the desired constellation appears and I ask myself:

:: How am i going to make it right? ::
And you hear,
:: How am i going to make it right? ::

I know it doesn't seem that way But maybe it's the perfect day
Even though the bills are piling And maybe Lady Luck ain't smiling

But if we'd only open our eyes We'd see the blessings in disguise
That all the rain clouds are fountains Though our troubles seem like mountains
.............
There's gold in them hills There's gold in them hills
So don't lose faith Give the world a chance to say...
There's gold in them hills So don't lose heart
Give the day a chance to start•

GOLD THEM IN THE HILLS • RON SEXSMITH/CHRIS MARTIN •